The phrase ‘Spending time alone to find myself‘ to me was always just a quote shared online by some girl who had just broken up with yet another boyfriend, eye roll central – until I chose to do it myself.
It was always my choice to take on this task of spending time alone to find myself, I felt I had to isolate myself in order to focus solely on rebuilding my life. Spending all my time alone does have it’s downfalls as I do miss having a social life however for me, a social life has to come second in line to my own happiness.
I spent so much of my time living behind a mask and putting on a fake smile and actually, although going out for drinks and socialising felt good at the time, it was actually hindering the process of rebuilding, I was spending time texting people rather than working on growing my business, listening to other peoples drama than fixing my own. It’s a strange feeling now as i’m totally content by spending all my time alone, I don’t sit thinking about what I may or may not be missing, I’m focussed on fixing the problems in my life, being happy and in a way, I really enjoy my own company.
I’ve started to play around with some video editing now in attempt to showcase my jokey, class clown type personality, although the situation is really serious and stressful, the way I see it is, I have to fix it, so I may as well try enjoy myself when doing so.
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